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Apr 29th [Fri] - Again

it eats me from inside
that he's not by
my side.

Don't ask me where I got that from. Somewhere. I can't remember.
I needed to blog that down.
Or it'd have buzzed in my stuffed head all day.

it eats me
from inside-.

Apr 29th [Fri]

I seriously do not doubt my eng/lit teacher is schizoprenic.
[Hello? The phreak says good morning to herself!! Talk about weird.]
I seriously do doubt the existence of my science teacher's pronunciation.
[the wapour will condenses on the glass] -diao.
I seriously do doubt the effects of my contacts. I think they're waay off.
I seriously think I'm being too serious.
I seriously think I shall stop here.

-Serious goodbye.

Apr 28th [Thurs]

Had needlework today.
Kayy, it's gonna sound weird and totally un-me, but I actually like it. It's fun.
Unleash the power of the sewing machines.
My mum's gone for a wedding dinner I refused to attend. Bo-ring.
Daddy's returning tomorrow from China. That's good. It's been 2 weeks already.
I'm stuck. I'm broke cos I've set all my allowance aside for Mother's Day and I still have no idea what to get her with >$150. Maybe perfume? -ponders.
Centralized training today was really slack. We didn't exactly accomplish much. But anyways.
Swim camp sounds fun.
But do we really have to sleep in the KS Chee?

Apr 24th [Sun]

-Buried under homework.
I know I really shouldn't be blogging now cos I haven't finished my work and I'll probably get killed first thing tomorrow morning but what the heck.
I changed the song. [-again] It's Jerk it Out by the Caesers and I lubb it. Rawks right? x))
Swam in Hi-Pop this morning. It was okayy I guess. For the IM relay I swam 1:27 for 100m br. -Gasp. Bish-bash. That's bleddy slow.
But then for the real 100m br I swam 1.21. -.- So jiao lian didn't kill me after all. But we still got trashed by APSC. Like it's such a surprise.
Then I got home and I was so zonked I went right to sleep. [After a shower, duhh.]
And then I worked and worked and worked and worked and I haven't even finished working. -Sigh.

What happened to my Saturday,
Monday's coming the day I hate
-aaate.

Apr 18th [Mon]

Added icons for all the fanlistings I'm a (pending) member of. Hmm. The Roxy icon is real cute. x))
Considering opening custom layouts again. But no, I don't think so.
Jiyin: collect your layout soon. It's taking up valuable space on my hard-disk. xPP
Daddy's in Shanghai. I think. At least I know it's somewhere in China.
Or was it Japan? -ponders.
Nevermind. He's gonna be away for 2 weeks. =((
I'm bored. Making loads of layouts featuring Paris Hilton. -.-"
I think it's cos I saw the House of Wax trailer last night on MTV. [She's starring, for those blur-blocks who didn't realise. With Elisha Cuthbert, Chad Michael Murray (Oooh lala! xPP) and this other guy I can't recall.] I wanna watch the show, even though I think Paris is kinda sluttish.
Wax figurines phreak me out.
But then again, I also wanna watch Samara, Eye 10 and Creep.
Should be a real spook fest.
Wheee.

Apr 16th [Sat]

Happy birthday Andy!

Went for math tuition and learnt inverse proportion and reciprocal and some other weird ratios. Came home and had pizza. =)) Typing this now, alone at home and waiting for my mum to pick me up for riding.
-Sigh.
Hope I get a good horse later. Cabri please.

Apr 15th [Fri]

Hmm.
Today I did some of my History PT.
Went for training. It drizzled for a little while, then it stopped, then right in the middle of 20x25 IM, the 3rd lap, which was br, there was this really dramatic flash of lightning and thunder. And Nat screamed and scared me more than the thunder did. -.- Then we went and did some weird Q&A with Jiao Lian about the world records.
And just as we were about to step into the pool again when the clouds cleared, I stuck like one toe in the water [serious!] and then BOOM there came the thunder again. We were happy, I can tell you. Then we did land exercises. Then we swam 800 free and I got up.
I finished at 7 instead of 730 cos I was supposed to go to the airport to pick my mum up, cos she's just returning from Hong Kong tonight. However, there was a traffic jam on the AYE so Daddy was late picking me up and I got 11 mosquito bites. -Grr. I went back down to to pool wait since there were like construction workers there and they were giving me funny looks. Argh. And I got called 'slacker' loads of times by Nat and Yvonne and David and Nich and Gerard. Thanks alot, guys. Only Fang Yan didn't say anything. =)) So sweet. [Though I think it's more because he didn't notice. -___-"]
Then Daddy so kindly informed me that she had a different flight now, this one arriving at close to 12 midnight. Wow, you sure kept me informed, Daddy. -Rawrr.
I'm staying home cos I can't be bothered to go to the airport at this hour. I'm typing this instead. =)) Daddy just left like 3 minutes and 48 seconds ago.
We're going Tasmania for the june holidays. Hmm. I've never been there before. It's supposed to be really beautiful. [I'm skipping both Kunming and Changi Beach Club swim camps as a result. Is that good or bad? I'm not sure.]
I hope I can squeeze some riding into that 10 days.

Apr 14th [Thurs]

Skipped riding today. Argh.
We all had to stay back for some totally wired talk bout archaeology... Conducted by this poser-ific guy Lim C-something Sim or something like that. Can't remember. All I know is that he was wearing hipster cargos and a singlet underneath this grey soccer-ish jersey. Like dots?! So off.
And we had a Q&A session [don't we always...] at the end, where we got to ask him questions concerning archaeeology. Read the italics : KEY WORDS. Then I wanted to ask him how was the pay like as an archaeologist but I though that Ms Agnes Lim would kill me [She was in a bad temper anyways. PMS, obviously.] so I just asked how many digs he did a year, and how long did ech last on average, basically just for the sake of asking. And then Nora, Sixaun and I were in this heated discussion on whether to ask what happened when he dug a site and found nothing and then when Nora and Sixuan got up to go the the mike I stayed behind cos I'm like if 3 ppl went up together it'd be spastic. Wouldn't it? -__-"
I'm acting for Eng tomorrow as some retarded rich lady with a lazer-whitened smile. Argh. Another chance for malu-ation. Yayy.
My posts are getting longer, you notice?
=))

Apr 12th [Tues]

Now after my long chunky 100qns posts, I will get down to proper blogging and tell you bout yesterday's sports fest.
100m was sucky, came in 6th. Blehh. 4x100m was better =)) Hadley came in 2nd.
Anyways. Then later a bunch of us [Me, Nora, Shev, Claudia, Vicki-Loke, Raisin, Erik and Stuti] went to Shev's house to do our CLE/Service Learning project. Shev's house is like so cool man, their garden is like split-level and they have this family room which is like apart from the main structure so it's like isolated and high-ceilinged and so cozy. x)). We worked in there.
So and Shev came and gave us each a plastic cup and big jug of water and then I didn't know the cover had no hole because come on lar covers are supposed to have holes to pour the water through right so I took it and I wasn't paying attention and I nearly poured and Shev started screaming and all the rest were laughing and saying I was useless. -hmpfs. And then Nora also wanted water so she flipped up the cover so hard that the whole thing came off so we're like we're all so useless and it was retarded and we were laughing like siao. And yes, we spent the whole time trying to fix the cover back but we couldn't. LOL.
And then we did our timeline and so basic admin stuff and we couldn't concentrate so Shev gave us a tour and we went up into her room and its like 2/3 thesize of her bro's and she was like unfair right and I thought that was spastic. x)).
Then we went out into the garden and it's damn cool can its like they have this board-walky koi pond and their own BBQ-pit area and in between these 2 benches there was this half-dead mango tree with like 2 branches and 7 leaves and Nora and I were counting the leaves when we accidentally knocked it and like 4 leaves fell off immediately and we all laughed even harder and couldn't stop at least I couldn't LOL.
And finally we went back into the room and finished our work, and we got the basic idea for the plot which is like a devil trying to teach us how to waste electricity. Yehh.
Then we ate BBQ chicken and hawaiian [separate] Canadian Pizza.
At that time it was like wad, 7? So we chilled in the room cos we were supposed to go home at 830 and we were talking and Nora and Raisin kept saying that Shev's bro and mum walking outside the window were ghostly and yes. And then Nora went to use the toilet and Shev turned the lights out on her and she burst out of the toilet and almost nailed me in the head with the door. -.- So she made us promise not to turn out the lights and we said okayy. But instead we went and turned out the lights in the main room and sneaked back into the house and sat in like her living room real still pretending to be statues and trying to freak her out but then she heard us giggling and it was spastic. LOL. Then we watched TRL.
Then Shev's mum went to give me and Claudia and Raisin and Stuti a ride to the MRT station and Stuti's parents was going to pick her up there but my dad was picking me up at Clementi station and Claudia's at Buena Vista and Raisin had to walk home and she was angry lol. Then the 3 of us [Claudia, Raisin and me for the really thick] went down the escalator into the station and we kept walking up til we went up another escalator and came out of the station -___-" so spastic LOL. So we realised and went to this lift I saw earlier which had a sign saying 'Lift to Trains' so we took it and we pressed the only other button which was '1' and we came out into this floor which I guess used to be the trains but it closed down and it was like all closed up and totally empty and there was nothing and so spooky can. And then we freaked out cos I couldn't find the call button for the lift and I'm like 'Shit we're stuck how?' And then Claudia walked up casual as you like behind me and pressed the call button and I'm all 'Oh there's the call button!' and yes. x)) Retarded, innit? And we seriously couldn't find the trains so we had to ask this passer-by where they were and she said there like I was stupid or something and Raisin said she probably think you're drunk and I agree lol.
And then I went my whole way home without any major mishaps. =))

Apr 12th [Tues]

[[ 1 ]] NAME: Victoria Ting Yue Xin [[ 2 ]] BIRTHDAY: 4th Apr '92 [[ 3 ]] HEIGHT: 162 and growing [[ 4 ]] SHOE SIZE: 5 or 6 [[ 5 ]] EYE COLOR: Brown [[ 6 ]] HAIR COLOR: Black-Brown [[ 7 ]] BEEN KISSED: No comment xPP [[ 8 ]] DONE DRUGS: Does Panadol count? [[ 9 ]] BEEN ON STAGE: Loads [[ 10 ]] HAD SEX: Uhh... NO!! [[ 11 ]] BEEN DUMPED: Not yet. [[ 12 ]] GOTTEN INTO AN ACCIDENT: As if this could be avoided? [[ 13 ]] EATEN AN ENTIRE BOX OF SWEETS: Like yesterday?! [[ 14 ]] DYED YOUR HAIR: Nope [[ 15 ]] CHOKED IN FRONT OF SOMEONE: Not really [[ 16 ]] WENT TO SCHOOL IN YOUR PJ's: Nuh-uh. [[ 17 ]] GOTTEN DETENTION: Not yet... [[ 18 ]] LOVED SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT MADE YOUR CRY: Inside of my family, yepp. Outside, nope. [[ 19 ]] DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW: I'm taking like to mean crush... Nope. I swear. [[ 20 ]] DO THEY KNOW: -refer to answer [[ 22 ]] COULD SEE YOURSELF MARRYING THAT SPECIAL PERSON: Erms. Nope.This or That [[ 23 ]] COLD // HOT: Cool [[ 24 ]] BLACK // WHITE: White [[ 25 ]] RAIN // SNOW: Snow [[ 26 ]] GIVE // RECEIVE: Receive xPP [[ 27 ]] WOOL // COTTON: Cotton [[ 28 ]] ROSE // DAISY: White lily. =)) [[ 29 ]] PRIVATE // PUBLIC SCHOOL: Independent. xPP [[ 30 ]] PLAIN // CHOCOLATE MILK: Chocolate [[ 31 ]] HISTORY//SCIENCE: History [[ 32 ]] MATH // ENGLISH: English all the wayy! [[ 33 ]] SPRING // FALL: Spring [[ 34 ]] ROCK // COUNTRY: Rock x)) [[ 35 ]] PEPSI // COKE: Root Beer [[ 36 ]] LOVE // LUST: Neither. [[ 37 ]] EAT // SLEEP: Sleep [[ 38 ]] WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO BECOME PRESIDENT: Erm. Call me when the next elections come. [[ 39 ]] WHO IS THE MOST ANNOYING: Posers, people who actually worry about being politically correct. [[ 40 ]] WHO DO YOU WISH TO SEE MORE OFTEN: 6f'04 [[ 41 ]] WHO DO YOU E-MAIL THE MOST: Member subscriptions [[ 44 ]] WHO ARE YOU JEALOUS OF: Bill Gates. I want that cash!! xPP [[ 45 ]] WHO GOT THE BEST ROOM: In my house? Me duhh. [[ 46 ]] WHO'S THE HORNIEST: Aaron Lei!! -JK lol [[ 47 ]] WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST: My dawggie [[ 48 ]] WHO KNOWS YOU THE BEST: Me [[ 48 ]] YOUR BEST FRIEND: Y'all know who you are!! =)) [[ 50 ]] WHO DID YOU HAVE A SERIOUS TALK WITH: Miss Serene Chan [[ 51 ]] WHO GETS ALONG W/ YOUR PARENTS: Me? Duhh. [[ 52 ]] who U hugged the most: My mum. [[ 53 ]] WHO DO U MISS THE MOST: 6F'04 [[ 54 ]] WHO FOUGHT W/ YOU THE MOST: No one really [[ 55 ]] WHO ARGUE W/ YOU THE MOST: My mum. [[ 56 ]] FAVORITE FRIENDS OF THE OPPOSITE SEX: Erms. Andy, Clement, Jin. I repeat, FRIENDS ONLY! DO YOU LIKE TO: [[ 57 ]] GIVE HUGS: Yes [[ 58 ]] GIVE BACK RUBS: Err. Not especially [[ 59 ]] TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN: Oooh yess. [[ 60 ]] WATCH TV: Mhmm [[ 61 ]] GO TO THE BEACH: Yayy!! [[ 62 ]] DO HOMEWORK: Duhh no. [[ 63 ]] PLAY IN THE SNOW: Uh-huh [[ 64 ]] WORK OUT: Depends [[ 65 ]] TALK ON THE PHONE: Yepp [[ 66 ]] STAY UP ALL NIGHT TALKIN TO A FRIEND: Yeah [[ 67 ]] GO ONLINE: Obviously [[ 68 ]] BE KISSED: -No comment- [[ 69 ]] DO WEIRD // FREAKY THANGS: -evil wink. EACH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS: [[ 71 ]] IS MOST LIKELY TO BECOME A MODEL: Miss Wu Wing Yau [[ 72 ]] HAVE KNOWN YOU THE LONGEST: Yanka/Jiyin [[ 73 ]] DO YOU KNOW MOST BOUT: Hmm. I cant guess. YOU EVER: [[ 74 ]] BEEN TO A CONCERT: Yeah [[ 75 ]] BEEN OUTTA STATE: Duhh [[ 76 ]] GONE SKINNY DIPPING: Not yet. [[ 77 ]] RAN ROUND NAKED: When I was like 3 or 4?! [[ 78 ]] BROKEN A BONE: Twice?! [[ 79 ]] CHEATED ON A TEST: Sshhh! [[ 80 ]] RAN A MARATHON: No thanks [[ 81 ]] MET A FAMOUS PERSON: Define famous [[ 82 ]] BOUGHT SOMETHING AND SOLD IT: Erm. I suppose. [[ 83 ]] STOLE FROM SOMEONE OR SOMEWHERE: Does food from the fridge or extra allowance from my mum count? xPP [[ 84 ]] STALKED SOMEONE: Nu-uh. YOUR LOVE LIFE: [[ 85 ]]single/taken: Single and lovin it. =)) [[ 86 ]] IF YOU WERE TO GO OUT W/ ANYONE, WHO: Anyone with a Aston Martin Vanquish. Oooh!! [[ 87 ]] HAVE YOU EVER HAD AN ONLINE RELATIONSHIP: Nope [[ 88 ]] BAD HABITS: I get pissed easily [[ 89 ]] MAKES YOU MAD: Erm. Wait and see. xPP [[ 90 ]] SCARIEST MOMENTS: None really. [[ 91 ]] WHERE ARE YOU: At home, in front of my computer [[ 92 ]] ARE YOU WEARIN ANY JEWLERIES: Nope [[ 93 ]] LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED: this morning [[ 94 ]] COLOR OF PANTS YOU'RE WEARIN: Pink ROXY [[ 95 ]] WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENIN TO RIGHT NOW: Do Somthing by Britney Spears [[ 96 ]] LAST THING YOU SAID: 'Cocoa come' to my dog [[ 97 ]] COMPUTER DESK IS MADE OF: Wood [[ 98 ]] LAST THING YOU ATE: Lunch [[ 99 ]] WHAT YOU REALLY WANNA DO RIGHT NOW: Enjoy my one-day holiday [[ 100 ]] WHAT COLOR OF CRAYON WOULD YOU WANA BE: Erm. The exact shade is #FF0000 but I'd much rather stay animate.

Apr 9th [Sat]

I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain
You say I've been driving you crazy
and its keeping you away
So just give me one good reason
Tell me why I should stay
'Cause I dont wanna waste another moment
Saying things I never meant to say
And I
Take it just a little bit
I, hold my breath and count to ten
I, I've been waiting for a chance to let you in
If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real
And I
Give you just a little time
I, wonder if you realize
I've been waiting till I see it in your eyes
If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alright
Breathe
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
If I just breathe
Breathe
So I whisper in the dark,
Hoping you hear me
Do you hear me?
If I just breathe
Let it fill the space between
I'll know everything is alrigh
tBreathe,
Every little piece of me
You'll see
Everything is alright
Everything is alright if i just breathe... breathe
I've been driving for an hour
Just talking to the rain

Happy birthday Jocelyne.

-A day for recollections.

Apr 8th [Fri] - Again

Why don't I feel
Why doesn't my smile
Seem real
How does it happen
This insercurity
But yet I know
That there's no more
Of me
Left for you
But I need you
I do.

Who are you?

Apr 8th [Fri]

Blogspot's been refusing my posts.
Blehh.
Dont worry, I haven't abandoned this blog as yet. =))

Apr 7th [Fri]

Apr 1st [Fri]

Ehmagod I haven't blogged in soo long...
Anyways.
It's kinda hard to type with a twisted finger but still.
I shall tell y'all about yesterday's riding.
Kayy. Since we had centralized training in sch, I skipped the usual jump class at four and went for the flat class at 6:15. BUT I didn't realise the 615 class was with all those pro-ded people like those FEI jumpers and ya. Like Johnathan and Roshni and you get the message.
Yes. And I took Sam. OMG was that ever sooo bad. And halfway he kept going crazy but he'd come back on the bit and in hand. And then he freaked once, really really badly, and we were like tearing up the RDA arena in gallop. And then Buckay stopped right in my path like 2 canter strides away and refuse to move so what could I do? I really really dint wanna bang into her so I tugged Sam really really hard to the right, and he swerved. And it was a gallop/fast canter, so I lost balance and fell off. -sigh. Hao ren mei you hao bao. And then Getaway started bucking too, and his rider fell off too. -___-" Spastic, innit?
But I was talking to Getaways rider, this nice lady called Anna or something, and she said Sam came from Sentosa where he was probably a cart horse and got whipped all day. So now he's like broken and wary and he needs someone to pamper him again. Something like what happened with Helena. Which is what I'll do. =)) LUBB him and bond with him and hope he gets more ride-able. Argh. So ambitious.
Which is actually a good plan for me to have since Daniel says I shall be riding him till I get him perfectly on the bit and everything.
I shall try.
He's a pretty horse.