Feb 16th [Wed]

Shitt. Shit shit shit. Competition is this saturday. Let me say that again if you didn't get it. THIS SATURDAY. Shit. I am so screwed. Yes I am, don't bother telling me otherwise. Ohh damnit.
God save me. I am so gonna lose face + fall out of the top five. Hey, I'm like barely hanging on to the open-age rank already, and now with Tammie and Roanne both in SSS [damn them! No, kidding], a horrific performance shall now befall me. Argh. Hear the cry of a doomed breastroker?
And saturday also so happens to be our first house practice at RJC. I wanna see their track really badly, and I'm so afraid they'll kick me out if I don't go. And I really really really wanna run the 4x100 relay. But there's like a zero percent chance I'll get to go. How can I?! Comp'll be that afternoon!
Plus, I've even got a riding competition coming up. Showjumping. And because comp'll extend to thurs next week and I have centralised training this week, I'm missing two jump classes in a row. Oh damn damn damn. Dead, dead, dead. SHIT.
So screwed-up.
Yes I am.