June 27th [Mon]

I can't focus today. I don't care about school. I don't care about training. I don't care about the school nats. I don't care about riding. I don't care about the Good Charlotte concert I wanna go to so much. I don't care about whether I get kicked out of the swim team for slacking so much. I don't care if lao shi's gonna send me for remedial. I don't care if I go straight to detention in one more booking. I don't care about whether we get the SL skit done in time, and how. I don't care about my EL rep duties. I don't care about my friends. I don't care about my family. I don't care about my dog.
Just in this one moment, I won't care.

I'll just sing Overdrive to myself, over and over and over again, like some loser Idol wannabe.

I'm cherry-cola.
I'm candy-eyed.
I'm California.
My mind's all screwed and upside down,
But my heart's on overdrive.

I don't care,
I won't care.