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Friday, 30th December, 2005

We found out our classes for next year.
Huiqi: 201
Shevaun: 202
Joon Ting and Chris: 206
Nora and I: 207
Sixuan: 208
I am now convinced the school admin is masterminding a diabolical plot to tear us apart.

This is way bad.
This is worse than the time Sly didn't get kicked out of Idol or the time Austin went of Project Runway. This is worse than the time Gin knocked my wallet into a pot of gravy or the time I left my handphone in the cab.
This is almost as bad as the time Franz Ferdinand got assasinated, and started WW1.
I feel like assasinating the idiot who suggested re-shuffling the classes.

This is heartbreaking.

This is it now
Everybody get down
This is all I can take
This is how a heart breaks
You take a hit now, you feel it break down
Make you stay wide awake
This is how a heart breaks

PS: New layout. As you can see, I'm too distraught to even contemplate making a more complicated layout. But this one is alright. Sweet and simple. Pictures from British Tattler, if I'm not mistaken.

Thursday, 29th Dec 2005

Quizzes, I like...

Victoria, you're hip with the image makers!
Wherever you are, that's where it's at — the party, the people, the scene. You like being the center of attention and always seem to be the first in your group to set the style. This means you're always on the lookout for the next big thing, and you're not afraid to take a few risks or even make a few mistakes to get there before the pack.
We're betting you're a leader in most things you do, whether it's athletics, academics, fashion, or fun. And this drive, coupled with a magnetic personality, means that people naturally gravitate toward you — and probably try to follow your lead. But they'd better be ready to hustle, you'll soon be moving on to something new!

Victoria, your style profile is Chic and Sleek!
Calm, cool, collected. Your style statement is all about casual elegance. Whether an impeccable pantsuit or slim-fitting bootcut jeans, your look tends to be on the minimalist side with an emphasis on a perfect fit. And while you may not be one for frilly embellishments, we'd guess you have a few irreplaceable accessories — a croc belt, a turquoise necklace, a silk scarf — that you couldn't live without.
Chances are your friends envy your seemingly effortless, pulled-together appearance. And what's not to love? It's a look that's been cultivated over years of knowing what you like, knowing what looks good on you, and sticking with it.

Victoria, your celebrity look is the Mysterious Look!
Who can say what goes on behind that Mysterious Look? No one for sure, because you love to keep them guessing. Your secretive ways are as intriguing as your exotic beauty. Maybe it's your deep, dreamy eyes, or maybe it's that elusive smile that hides something more. As a nonconformist by nature, you tend to fuse different fashions into unique combinations that express the real you—marrying the vintage with the modern or the classic with the eclectic.
Like your celebrity counterparts, Winona Ryder and Juliette Binoche, you're always open to intelligent discussion and experimental jewelry and makeup. By playing up your intense features with deep lipsticks and an alluring eye shadow, you're both captivating and unpredictable.

Victoria, your back-to-school style is Funky 'n' Fabulous!
Hey, wild child. One thing's for sure — you've got a mind of your own, and you enjoy expressing yourself through your clothes and style. Whether you like sifting through vintage wear for a one-of-a-kind broach or mixing army boots with baby-doll dresses, your quirky look always lets people know that you're a free thinker who's happy to take a stand.
With your offbeat ways and love of the unbeaten path, you're sure to start a new trend or two this school year. And you can certainly bet that others will follow in your fashionable footsteps. Just don't be surprised if you've already moved on to a fun, new look when they finally catch on.

Victoria, your inner rock star is Britney Spears!
Feel it, sweetheart; the rock star in you is all Britney—the envy of cheerleaders everywhere. One part girl next door, one part naughty sex kitten, you're definitely not as innocent as you look. And that is why nobody can get enough of you.
You are the ultimate American girl with some serious staying power. Unlike other success stories, you and Britney are more than just a pretty face: you've got talent, confidence, and the brains to back it up. With a talent list like yours it's no wonder you're at the top of the popularity charts and young men's hearts. We love you. Shout out your inner Britney!

Victoria, you need a dress that makes you a Belle Of The Ball!
Even if you weren't chairing the prom committee or leading the race for prom queen (which you very well might have been), we know you've had prom on the brain for quite some time. You make the most of any occasion that calls for dressing up, and this landmark event is certainly no exception. That's why your exquisite dress should make you feel like the most stunning girl in the room.Some might call it picky, but you just prefer not to settle for anything but the best. You know what's fashionable and what you like, but what you know best is what looks good on you. Whether it's big and bold or short and sweet, your dress compliments your elegant, feminine style. Girls, after all, will be girls.

Victoria, your crush is the Skate Punk!
So maybe he's no Tony Hawk. It's more about a rebellious attitude than actual skateboarding ability. What's most important for your fall crush is that he's a cool character with an alluring edge about him.
An original and hip gal like you should be with someone who's equally interesting and enticing. Someone who welcomes challenges and isn't afraid to try something new. Whether you're checking out an art gallery, going to a movie, or just hanging out, you'll be dancing to your own beat — together. It takes two to tango, you know. Better find your partner!

Victoria, your gift for gab is Laying On The Laughter!
Laughter really is the best medicine. For a friendly and funny soul like you, nothing opens up communication lines and lowers people's defenses like a hearty chuckle, sidesplitting guffaw, or shared snicker. Whether you're trying to defuse tense situations or liven up dull ones, humor always seems to lighten the mood and get people talking.
Whether your wit is revealed through goofy jokes, dark humor, edgy sarcasm, or sophisticated satire, your true gifts are showcased when you're making wisecracks. So bring on the slapstick, the irony, and the jests — eventually we'll all be laughing with you.

Tuesday, 27th December

DISBELIEF.

Austin Scarlett got kicked out of Project Runway! I can't believe it. Behind his gay exterior and lipsticked lips are the brains of a fashion genius. His purple and blue halter dress was so beautifully floaty, and who cares that he's stuck in couture? At least he does it WELL, which is more than can be said for that Wendy woman with her weird skirty thingamajig. It looked like an orange, half moulted Big Bird for god's sakes. And she won, WTH?! I swear, the judges are like, blind or something. I tell you, if I didn't already know Jay was going to win, I'd march right down to Universal Studios and slap that Access Hollywood host lady in the face. Serves her right, now she's got to wear that ugly orange costume to the Grammys and she's so gonna appear in the fashion 'What Was She Thinking?!' column and get laughed all the way out of her hosting job. HA.

My eyes, oh, my eyes.

Monday, Boxing Day, 2005

I got the iPod Nano! And the funniest thing is that I didn't have to ask for it. After midnight on Christmas Eve's he just gave it to me, and I'm like, awesome, thanks! It's in black, 4GB and frightfully, frightfully thin. It's like listening to a credit card. Like Luke told me in Austria, he had it until one fine morning he put it in the back pocket of his pants and sat down. Buh-bye, iPod. Anyways, I'm gonna go upload my songs now, so I'm stopping here.

Santa baby, just slip a guitar under the tree for me/Been an awful good girl/Santa baby, hurry down the chimney tonight/Santa baby, a `54 convertible too, light blue/Yeah, I`ll wait up for you dear/Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight/Think of all the fun I`ve missed/Think of all the boy that I haven`t kissed/Next year I could be just as good/If you`d check off my Christmas list/Santa baby, I want a yacht and really that`s not a lot/I`ve been an angel all year/Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight/Santa cutie, one little thing that I need, the deed/To a platinum mine/Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight/Come and trim my Christmas tree/With some decorations bought at Tiffany`s/I really do believe in you/Let`s see if you believe in me too/Santa baby, forgot to mention one little thing, a ring/Yeah, I don`t mean on the phone/Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight/Santa cutie, fill my stocking with a duplex, and checks/Sign your X on the line/Santa baby, now hurry down the chimney tonight/Think of all the fun I`ve missed/Think of all the boys that I could`ve kissed/Next year I could be just as good/If you`d check off my Christmas list/Santa baby, forgot to mention just one little thing, a ring/I don`t mean on the phone/Santa baby, so hurry down the chimney tonight

Saturday, 24th December, 2005

'Tis the season to be jolly...

Well alright, as you may or may not already know, I'm not celebrating Christmas this year because of eh... reasons of personal loss, so please don't get pissed if you don't receive any presents from me. (Save for Nora Moop Joon Chris Shev and Duck, cos I know y'all will absolutely massacre me if I don't get you anything.) I'm not too thrilled about a present-less, turkey-less, celebration-less yuletide either. Urgh.

So anyway. After Christmas I think I'm gonna wheedle an iPod Nano out from my dad. To you know, compensate. Besides. The house will be ready about then, which is kinda irrelevant now since we're not celebrating CNY either.

But I can still wish all of you reading this a Very Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

PS: David and Andy, if you're reading this, (however mushy and NOT HOW I WANT IT to sound) I'll miss you retards. I think most of the people at Elite will anyhows, so don't take this the -you know- way.

Ho ho ho ho...

Friday, 23rd December, 2005

Superficiality: A Quiz

this quiz was stolen from retro-vibe.net

Favourite Fragrance?
Mmm I don't usually use perfumes. Actually, I hardly ever do. But then again, BCBG Girls' Star by Max Azria is quite good. Or DKNY's Be Delicious.

Favourite Gloss?
No question. Play by Dior. Tres chic!

Favourite Clothes Brand?
God, I don't know. Miss60, DKNY and AX are street couture at its prime. I love Guy Laroche designs but obviously I don't wear cocktail dresses on a day-to-day basis. Cacherel is oh-so-boho. Max Azria, Phuture London and Warehouse are funky-fly. And of course, j'adore Dior.

Favourite Make-Up Set?
I don't buy entire sets. But I suppose Estee Lauder is reliable. Or Anna Sui. Her packaging is always so adorable.

Favourite Hair Product?
I assume this means shampoo or conditioner or whatever. Erm. Bedhead's Girl Toys range. Just because the title sounds so cute.

Favourite Shoe Designer?
There's a reason why Jimmy Choo is Jimmy Choo. (Don't get me wrong. I admire his designs, I just don't usually wear them. Only if it's some formal occasion, then I've got 3 pairs of his killer shoes.)

Favourite Lingerie?
Excuse. Me. None!

Favourite Fashion Season?
Spring is too pastel, Summer is bland, Winter is predictable, but Autumn is elegant. I &heart the fall!

Favourite Automobile?
One day, you're gonna see me driving around in a rose-pink vintage Mustang convertible. I know they don't ship to singapore, but I'll get my hands on one, you mark my words.

'Fasionable Late' Means?
10minues min, 30mins max. Anything more and it's just plain rude, and there's nothing fashionable about rude.

Greatest Faux Pas?
Saying 'chic' as 'chick' and using it as a noun instead of an adjective. Pronouncing 'faux pas' wrongly. Saying 'Palais Renaissance' as 'Pay-lay-is Ren-nay-sense' or whatever. It gives me goosebumps. Typing like tHiZz. Flaunting imitations. VPLs and such.

Hollywood Idol?
Eh. Natalie Portman.Besides the drop-dead gorgeous bit she's also smart (she graduated from Yale), and that's basically more than I can say for three quarters of the Hollywood population, botoxed or not.

Hollywood Crush?
This is way easy. Daniel Radcliffe. He's got that emo boy charm going on and my dear Chrissy-poo agrees with me and God knows I can trust her judgement, aye Chrissy?

Thursday, 22nd December, 2005

I'm back. I'm back. I'm back.

Okay so about Austria. Basically we flew 12 hours to Zurich, Switzerland, and then drove in a van for 2 hours to Lech. From there, we took a cablecar to Oberlech, which is where our hotel is. But first. Background info. Lech: This is where Princess Diana used to go on ski vacations, and it's this quaint little town above Zurs. Anyways. Oberlech: Means over Lech. The Queen of the Netherlands spends her winter skiing here. We stayed in a hotel called the Burg Vital (say vee-taal) and it's all wooden and log house-esque. Oberlech is a beautiful beautiful place. It's like living in a perpetual painting - the snow is feather-light and powdery; the sky is always blue and the sun is always shining. Except in this utopia, the perfect snow does occasionally fall off the perfect pinetrees and when you fall on the perfect slopes it actually hurts. Which I happen to have alot of experience of, thank you very much. But it was such fun cos before we came there was a heavy snowfall, and so the snow was hard and kinda crunchy, so you've got grip for skiing, but not wet like it always is in Whistler, so you don't get cold. Oh, and it gets really hot when the sun shines, especially when you ski and it gets to the point you're just about dying to take of your fleece.

But I'm getting ahead of myself here. So on Friday the 9th, we (Aunty Leng, Uncle Kah, Jin, Mei and Di) went to the airport. Basic procedure, first class check in where the kids stuffed their mouths with fox mints as usual, and then the first class lounge where I had 2 ben and jerry's chocolate fudge brownie and 5 sticks of satay and felt really guilty afterwards. And then there we met Uncle Rob, Auntie Eddie, Bet and Annelieke. So it was a 12 hour journey, and on the way I watched 40 year-old Virgin and Sky High. Oh, and I took medication and went to sleep.

So. About the actual trip. The skiing was fantastic and I went from nearly-parallel skiing to parallel skiing and I couldn't be happier. Mmm next year I think I'm gonna try snowboarding. Our coach (we had a private class) was called Tibor, he's the same guy we had last year, and he's blond and green eyed and an all round pretty boy, except that he smokes and has a tattoo of a dragon lady. Heh but he's really really nice even though he forced us off piece down a black slope and that was evil. Oh, and did I mention he's so totally gorgeous? (Don't get the wrong idea. He's 24 and has a sweet girlfriend called Johannah who works in a ski shop down in Lech. We saw them on Austrian TV on a chatshow about this calender the ski instructors made. Johannah is really nice too, fyi. She gave me a good discount when I went to get goggles, at any rate.)

And then on Friday, one week into the trip, we were joined by Aunty Eddie's sister Aunty Chris, and her boyfriend Uncle Chris, her sons Frank (Francesco) and Edo (Eduardo), and his son Luke. Frank and Edo and are actually her sons from a previous marriage to some Italian Count, which kinda in a way makes Frank and Edo Counts too and Aunty Chris a Countess by association. Wow. Either way, it's a fascinating but fairly complicated story which I suggest you remind me to tell you if ever the occasion arises that we're stuck alone and bored with alot of time to kill. And so. Aunty Chris works in Joseph's, the clothing supplier, and it's way way cool. She brought along this entire suitcase of clothes for Aunty Eddie, Aunty Leng and I to pick and choose from, and we got them at a third the retail price. And the best part was that they hadn't even hit the rack. How mind-blowingly awesome is that?! Aunty Chris also styles for the London Fashion Week, and she says her models get paid 300 pounds a day. Ooooh wee. LMAO she says she'll call when I'm 16 and assign me a show during the holidays. Omgosh, I am SO gonna go to London for my university, moonlight as a model and make 900 friggin dollars a day. (Detect the sarcasm.) But it would be cool.

So anyways. I've got tons and tons of pictures of the gorgeous mountain ranges you can see from the top of the slopes, but I'm too lazy to upload them now, so keep waiting David. Oh, and I suppose I should say that on the way back I didn't sleep at all, and I watched Hitch, 50 First Dates and the spring 2005 runway shows of Sebastian Pons, Vivienne Tam, Cacherel and Guy Laroche. Oh yeah, and guess who I saw back in Singapore, coming out of the plane from Zurich. Diviya Menon!

And that's it for my Austrian Ski Holiday. I'm going again next year, by the way!

Friday, 9th December, 2005

I'm leaving for AUSTRIA tonight at midnight. This is gonna be a short post cos I'm gonna go sleep now. My mum wants me to sleep cos I can never sleep properly on planes, which is just as well because it's like a movie marathon for me.

Anyways. I went training this morning for the last time this year. My mum had to drag me out of bed and I was still kinda grumbly at breakfast so she bribed me with 50 euro. Hah now I've got 1050 euro to blow on cuckoo clocks and chocolate presents for y'all back home. Well actually I'm only carrying 150 euro cos the other 900 is with my aunt for safekeeping, but hey, I can always ask her for it. Oh, and yes Esther, I'll buy you chocolates don't worry. Lol I've been counting and I think I hit you 5 times, lmao.

And yeah. I'm really excited and I'm gonna use this trip to finish off my portfolio for CAP. Oh yeah, and I'm not bringing my phone so don't bother smsing me. I'm too afraid I'll lose it in a snowdrift, or something.

Be back on the 22nd.

Wednesday, 7th Decenber, 2005

I swear, it's like jiao lian's going through a midlife crisis or something. She told us we were lazy when we were late for training then she gave us 5 by 800m. Ironic much?

Anyways. My thighs hurt like crap now. Stupid frogjumps. So yesterday I spent most of the time packing. Urgh I folded my ski jacket seven times, cos it couldn't fit into my handcarry bag. And I swear my mum's packing in too many tops for me. Like, 12 for 14 days. And half of them are Escada Sport, which is total bullshit, cos if I dirty them - which is very likely - my mum's killing me. Ah well.

And I'm bringing my new camera! Honestly I don't know why I bought it yesterday, cos we actually already have one, but it's cool and slim and has a big shiny scratchproof LCD screen so I just had to. Wheee. It's in shark silver. I wanted red but it was out of stock and I couldn't be bothered to order so oh wells.

Today for lunch I'm going with my mum and my two grandma's from her side (yeah, I have 2. It's a long story.) to try out the new chinese restaurant in SICC Island. Then tomorrow I'm going rockclimbing again and with aunty leng and my cousins and daddy. Yeah I'm going to austria with them too. We're gonna try out the canopy walk - it's like this ladder and rope thingy which goes over the trees and it's uber cool. And also the parachute jump - it's like bungee jumping except you're attached by a full body harness and lots of carabiners instead of a rope around your ankles. Whoosh. And on friday morning I'm going with my mum to watch Pride and Prejudice cos we both really like the book. As in, she liked the book when she was younger so she introduced it to me when I was like, 9 or ten (the simplified version) and then I read the full one last year. Which was really cool. Oh Mr. Darcy!

But in the mean time I gotta go practice piano cos god knows I haven't touched it in the last week and Paula's coming at 10.30. Eeeek!

Tuesday, 6th December, 2005

Yesterday was really really really busy.
- Morning training
- Brunch at Classic Cakes
- Collected CPF thingamajig with mum
- Went to Funan IT Mall and bought new Norton iNet Security
- Also bought new Samsung digital camera just for the heck of it
- Lunch: popiah and carrot cake and iced milo at the coffee shop downstairs
- Went to axon/hans Grohe to approve of toilet bowls and sinks
- Sheared 3 inches off my hair at the salon
- Collected some ski jackets and a balaclava from Aunty Aleece's house
- Went back to salon cos I left my wallet there
- Bought Bedhead's Shine Serum and Spray-On Conditioner from their Girl Toys collection
- Went home, slept through dinner.

OMG Aunty Aleece's new home is like, the BOMB. It's got a big swimming pool right in the middle of the courtyard and the home is kinda built around it. It's also got a funky attic which you've gotta climb into by a ladder. It's also got a roof top chipping green. How fabulously fly is that?

Sunday, 4th December, 2005

Yesterday me and mum and daddy went car shopping. We went to loads of showrooms... Urgh daddy is so incredibly choosy it makes my head ache. We went to Mercedes first cos my mum kinda liked the M class. But daddy said the engine response wasn't quick enough after we testdrove it, whatever that means. So we went to the Jaguar showroom, to look at the XJ and the S. I think the XJ looks oddly elongated. The S is alright but then daddy said jaguars had a tendency for unreliability. Like okay?! I don't think my mum really cared, and since we're actually looking for a car to replace HER lexus, daddy shouldn't really bother, but heck. He can't not bother, I suppose. Then we went to BMW to look at the X5 and we met uncle david. He was working there, doh. I think daddy liked the X5, since he's a BMW freak and all, but I don't think my mum really liked it. And besides, I don't see why we need 2 BMWs anyways, but the X5 is nice and biiiig. Next was lexus to look at the new RX. I think we all didn't really like it. I'd actually like a Porsche Cayenne but nobody asked me so oh wells. We went to Audi next to look at the A8, since daddy wanted to. But my mum said she didn't want it cos it's basically the same as the BMW7 and since we already have it... She wanted a SUV so she could be nice and high on the road.

Then was the party at uncle pengwee's condo for all the people who helped out at the jic. It was at a barbeque pit but there wasn't any barbeque. They had these miniscule crayfishes which I had one of. We didn't really do much I think. Just talked. And talked and talked. And laughed. Then we waited for yongjia to come down from her house and get the cards but she took so long we (david, alex, nat and me) decided to look for her. But we ended up walked around the entire condo once and we missed her block. How dumb is that. It's your fault, david. And finally she came back and we (yongjia david andy renjean selene alex esther nat wanloong and me) settled by the pool and started playing taiti and heartattack. But it got really loud and painful so we switched to truth or dare. And we dared wanloong to jump into the pool and yknow what. HE DID. The retard! Oh, and nic spent like the entire time we were playing truth or dare talking on the pay phone to rachel. Gosh.

And yeah. My parents are off again looking at more cars. I think they went to Volvo this time, but I'm not sure. Then we gotta go to (what used to be-) my grandma's house for potluck. There I need to ask my aunt whether the hiking boots I bought yesterday are okay for austria. It's addidas and blue and lime green and it's brand spanking new. Like it was flown in 2 days ago. It better be okay or else my mum's gonna freak. It cost a BOMB for goodness' sake.

Saturday, 3rd December, 2005

Seriously, I can't believe people are kicking up such a big fuss over the change in training time. And excuse me for saying so, but complaining won't get you anywhere and your insight is actually frightfully superficial. Unless you have a better solution, try not to critique.

It's not like we've got plenty of pool offers to pick and choose from. Keppel is already reasonable enough to let us use their pool, since they're a private members club and all, and I'm guessing it's in our contract that we've got to train their members too. And since we're using their facilities, the basic least we could actually do is offer their swimmers priority. Transview is already screwed up and if keppel goes too, we won't even have a pool to train in. Now wouldn't that be nice, then we wouldn't have to bother about all the nasty, inconvenient, 30 minute difference in timing.

Besides, you're making a rudely unjustified assumption when you say that the younger swimmers haven't got anything better to do in the night. Being older does not necessarily equate to having more things to do. Then again, aren't you being incredibly selfish when you demand to have the most ideal timing and push the later one to others based on some haphazard guesswork? Mind you, I don't like the timing either, but you don't see me complaining so much do you. I think some people have seriously got to clear their heads and recognise that some things have no alternative.

And anyway, do you think jiao lian would actually like to stay back everyday? Y'all act as if y'all are the only ones who've been inconvenienced. They're already trying to make this easier for us and change the time on moday and tuesday back to 4.30, but I see that some people are being amazingly selective about the things they choose to notice. Isn't that the point of being in a club in the first place? So you learn that, for once, things don't just magically happen your way, and you've gotta deal with it. I mean frankly, if you're seriously unhappy with the 30 minute (gasp!) delay in timing, you might as well build your own pool and hire a private coach so you train whenever you like, whereever you like. You might also like to consider the tiny little fact that some of the older swimmers might actually like the new timing.

I don't see this as a compromise, it's more a matter of reason and sensibility.
Consider, when you get your freedom, you trespass on the freedom of others.

Friday, 2nd December, 2005

Ahhhh I LOVE my mum even though she pisses me off sometimes. She still has rocking taste in clothes. <3> Which is good cos she just went shopping for me without me even needing to ask.

- 5 shirts from FCUK, Warehouse, Topshop
- 1 pair of boho sandals from 9West
- 2 skirts from Topshop
- 2 boleros from Topshop
- 1 pair of cargo pants from Warehouse

Yes so obviously she went shopping in WISMA.
Oh and also

- 3 pairs of unreasonably priced but still incredibly funkilicious merino wool socks for skiing. WTH they're like $47.95 each from wildroses in wheelock but they're sooooo comfy. And they're bright red and neon orange too.